🦕Udon Prison🦕

It’s been 4 years today that we lost you and I miss you every day. It doesn’t feel like 4 years, I still remember it so clearly, I’m probably never going to forget it. I love you and miss you so much. My mental health has suffered so badly for the past 4 years and it’s negatively affected my motivation so much that I’m tired all the time and sometimes even sleep through an entire day and still feel tired. I’d deal with it if you were still here though. I still think the past 4 years are just a really long nightmare and that I’ll wake up and you’ll still be here, but I know that’s not true. We’re going to visit grandma today so she and grandad won’t be alone, they and dad miss you so much as well. I still have my birds that I named after you. I’ll never be getting rid of them; I miss our inside jokes too, every time I hear Don’t Stop Believin’- I have to yell “HOWAAAAARD” And every time I see those silly screenshots from a ChuckleVision YTP I have to say “What on Earth?!!” 😂 Anyway this is probably cringy as all hell but I just needed somewhere to vent because I’m Big Sad