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Itās been 4 years today that we lost you and I miss you every day.
It doesnāt feel like 4 years, I still remember it so clearly, Iām probably never going to forget it.
I love you and miss you so much.
My mental health has suffered so badly for the past 4 years and itās negatively affected my motivation so much that Iām tired all the time and sometimes even sleep through an entire day and still feel tired.
Iād deal with it if you were still here though.
I still think the past 4 years are just a really long nightmare and that Iāll wake up and youāll still be here, but I know thatās not true.
Weāre going to visit grandma today so she and grandad wonāt be alone, they and dad miss you so much as well.
I still have my birds that I named after you. Iāll never be getting rid of them;
I miss our inside jokes too, every time I hear Donāt Stop Believinā- I have to yell āHOWAAAAARDā
And every time I see those silly screenshots from a ChuckleVision YTP I have to say āWhat on Earth?!!ā š
Anyway this is probably cringy as all hell but I just needed somewhere to vent because Iām Big Sad