Jayden's Haunted Hotel 👻

It's my Pokefarm birthday! (Pokefarm birthday because my actual birthday for me is tomorrow) And ;-; look at these nice things Svetty sent me for it! Plus some Lele summons! Thank you Svetty you're too nice to me ;-; Now I will hatch some of my Lele's and then go back to the wooper hunt! Hoping to get the melan today.

Let me first say. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN MY TIME ZONE SVETTY!!! :D Hope you had a good birthday! Sorry your Jirachi hunt is being rude to you and wasn't nice yesterday. And then on another note, I am just very happy today. I finally started doing something that I've been wanting to for a very long time. I feel like maybe my life will start to go well from here and I'll finally be able to do the things I wanna do. My friends say I seem happier and I feel a lot happier. For once in my life, I'm actually excited about the future. I just hope that things keep working out, next big fun day for my life should be Halloween! It's insane to just, look forward to the future for me 'cause I always thought I wouldn't make it here. idk just wanted to post 'cause I am excited. First step to the rest of my life. Anyway have a dumb video I edited as a joke and it lives rent free in my head. Contains Dream's Mask video/song and Childe from Genshin Impact doing the Specialist Dance from Persona 4 Dancing. [youtube]cgOA_zQw9lA[/youtube]

I haven't updated here in awhile, wow. Happy Spooky Day. Anyway, I finally decided to ask my best friend, Svetty, to be stuck with me the rest of their life and they...agreed? LOL (I'm not actually surprised but still shocked?) I never thought the day would come someone would actually wanna be around me like this. I'm a pretty shut off person to people but I'm glad that they stuck with me for the past 3 years and like me as much as they do. I'm excited for the future! They got really nice art and did some really nice art for us that you can see in their journal. I also hatched some delta melans! I was going to do a pichu hunt but then, Scatterbug POTD? Vivillon is my favorite pokemon, I couldn't believe it so I decided to blend a few of my melan nincada I got (And my ones I was keeping) and ended up getting two delta melans and two normal ones. Svetty got amazing luck with their melans so I'm happy. Today was amazing. Here's all the delta melans: Also Kang gave me a melan scatterbug they hatched today of a pattern I didn't have ;-; I gifted them a melan back because that was super kind of them and we agreed to a swap to begin with! Thank you so much for your kindness Kang o':

I figured I should post an update here so my journal doesn't get deleted and idk how the bot works LOL Been playing a lot of modded amongus lately 'cause fun. Trying to stream more. idk. Svetty and I finally got around to doing our Halloween art. Enjoy.

Hey what's up. I've been watching a lot of Brooklyn Nine-Nine with Svetty. Seriously though, gonna just use this post to gush about her. *cringe alert* She's amazing, smart, talented, wonderful, lovely, cute, and my favorite person to ever exist. She's literally perfect for me. I never thought that I could fall in love and care about someone. But here she is and she exists. I love her so much, I'm excited to spend the rest of my life with her. She pushes me to be the best version of myself when I'm just lazy. Ok I'm done being cringe. Now I sleep. Have this hyouka gif I edited back in 2018 when I first met Svetty 'cause she kept saying I was qt

So...idk This morning I lost my dad. I'm beyond heartbroken and so I just am going to not be doing much here for awhile. I don't want to deal with much so. cya sometime.

Today was my dad's memorial. I just feel like I should post something before I start making stupid posts again. My dad was an amazing person, an amazing artist, singer, friend, father...I'm going to miss him so much. There's so much I wanted to say at the memorial today and I just choked up. I couldn't come up with the words to describe how big of a loss this was for me. From small things to big things, I'll miss just going to town with him. Just randomly having him come home with Pokemon cards and opening them with me and bragging when he got a good one, even though he didn't keep them 'casue they were for me. I'm going to miss the nights with him bringing me a shake every night, going to miss walking out and just having a conversation with him. Going to miss the support he gave me though the tough times in my life. There's so much I'm going to miss I can't even say it all. This loss is the hardest I've ever had to go through. He was one of the people I looked forward to talking to everyday. He was my favorite family member. The only one I could talk to about almost anything. I will miss him so much. So many people will. All the art on this post was drawn by him, it's only a few. My Your Name painting he did for me, one of his oldest/favorites and my other favorite painting from him. I will miss him so much. ---- Lil melan Tyrunt I named after him since it was his favorite even though he didn't really play Pokemon or anything

Hey what up, been awhile since I typed in here. If you're wondering how I'm doing at all, I'm functioning, which is the best way to put it. I'm just here because I got a job interview though :D It's tomorrow, hoping it goes well and I can start working. Most things have been going well as they can be lately. I got most things transfered to me so I'm almost done having to worry about that. The only bright side right now and that keeps me going is Svetty, without her, idk what I'd do. She's honestly the best, and the best thing in my life right now. My best modivation to keep going, to get my job so she can come visit and I can take her to random places, just waking up everyday knowing I can talk to her is just honestly the best feeling. I love her so much and I'm excited for a future with her. (I know you're reading Svetty, I love you heh) from your lie in april

Yooo life update. I got a new job, it's ok it's kinda boring and makes me annoyed but it's whatever. The REAL good news is SVETTY IS COMING TO VISIT ME AUGUST 7TH!!! I'm so nervous and excited and it's finally happening ahhhhh... We're going to be able to spend our first anniversary together in person and yeah I'm so hype. It's so crazy but the best kind of crazy. ALSO I got all my melan Vivillons!! Although this one is probably going to be going to someone else if I get another 'cause it's lonely but I'm so happy I'M JUST SO HYPE my life is going ok now and in a way I've always wanted but been to afraid to go for. idk I'm so happy. gif from another

Svetty is here. I am happy and like thinking it's a dream a bit LOL I break fingers tomorrow while she watches and hope for melan galar articuno (: please be niet