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I entered a PokƩmon-themed art fight this month, that just now came to an end. It was a very thrilling experience, and I hope to do more of them in the future! I ended up making 11 pieces in total, and you wanna take a peak at them, just click on the tag below!
Lotsa Art!
Mango Catās Dune
dvogcomicās Pikachu
CheriRaptorās Masae
xLovePupxās Genevieve
Espeon Personās Flicker
Hobo of Justiceās Dany
borzoiteethās Jade and Nene
KaidaCreatorās Ren
ShrubSparrowās Chloe
NobleJanobiiās Darby
GreyCorsolaās Eliza
Yesterday, I started my first ever nuzlocke! I even created a new switch account so I wouldnāt have to delete my current save. I usually take forever deciding on nicknames, so I decided to nickname my PokĆ©mon after brand names. Since I went with Scorbunny in my first Sword run, I decided to give Sobble a chance. I named him Dasani and loved him instantly.
By the time I made it to the Wild Area, I had caught 2 more PokĆ©monāChex the Skwovee and Planter the Seedot. Then I made the absolute STUPID mistake of taking on a Trapinch in a PokĆ©mon Den. I went in with Dasani, who was only lvl. 11 at the time. The Trapinch ended up being lvl. 18 and she totally destroyed him. Poor lad didnāt even make it to the first gym. :ā(
I did end up catching the Trapinch, and I named her Twitterābecause she cancelled Dasani.
...This nuzlocke may be a little harder than I anticipated.
After years of dreaming of it, Iāve decided to take the jump this year and make a Mystery Dungeon comic! My goal is to have it up and running sometime this May, although it could be pushed back a bit later if Iām behind. ^^ā
EDIT: Welp. Thanks to COVID, Iām about a month behind on this. Not sure when Iāll be getting to this.
EDIT 2: Ok, Iām gonna get this comic up and running sometime early July! Iāve got the cover and 5 pages finished.
Sneak peak!
Iāve got 9 pages sketched out and dialogued, they look a little something like this!
And hereās the finished version!
Current mood:
My stylus is dying, and I canāt find another battery for it.
Iāve been working on this one comic panel for about an hour, and I donāt really like what Iāve done so far.
Tonight is oknāt.
Alright. Itās been an insane past 2 months, but Iām gonna try to keep this brief because my tired butt does not have the energy to go into a lot of detail right now.
Iām preeeettttyyy sure my cousin and her boyfriend tried to set me up with said boyfriendās cousin. I didnāt think anything of it the first time we metāI just assumed he was along with my cousin and her boyfriend for the ride. Next thing I know, Iām getting all sorts of messages from this guy in Messenger.
After a bit of convo, I hesitantly agreed to hang out after church with all of them the next week. At least I assumed it would be all of us hanging outāand Iām pretty sure HE thought weād all be hanging too. But then, my cousin and her boyfriend straight up DITCHED us. They stuck around for like 2 minutes before moseying on off, staring and giggling at us from a distance.
Let me tell you, that was THE most awkward night of my life. We barely even knew each other, and we were struggling to get a decent conversation going. People kept walking by and shooting us confused or smug looksā¦and I just wanted to die. xā)
He still messages me, though, and things have gotten a little less awkward. At one point, I felt like I had to tell him that I wasnāt interested in pursuing anything romantic, which I absolutely DREADED doing. But it went over, ok? Much better than I was expecting.
I agreed to video chat this Thursday, and Iām not gonna lie, Iām REALLY nervous about it. We havenāt really been able to find much common groundāat least when it comes to hobbies/interests. And if Iām not gushing about cute things, cartoons, video games, or stupid stuff I found on the internetāI donāt bring that much to the conversation table. š¬
Today, I said my final goodbye to the best dog Iāve ever known. Iāve had Pepper just one month shy of 14 yearsāwhich is more years Iāve lived with him than withoutā¦.I donāt want to accept that heās gone.
Nothingās ever hurt like this.
I am a little better now. I found one of Pepperās collarsāit now sits on my nightstand. Iāve been sleeping a lot better since putting it there, so I think I will keep it there.
Iāve been looking through a lot of photos that I have of him, and they honestly have helped more than anything else so far. Iām going to leave some here for easy access.
Pics of my Good Boy
July 2021 was not a good time. Iām hopeful that August will be better.
I drew this tiger a while back, and Iām just now remembering to post him!
A little ventā¦thing?
Iāve been having some pretty violent mood swings this month. They just come and go so fast. One minute, Iām happyāchilling out and enjoying life. Next thing I know, a wall of grief will just hit me out of nowhere and itās all I can do to keep the tears back. Then, someoneāll wave at me and my brain is like, āOh!! How Nice! Everything is wonderful and itās going to be a great day!!! :D
ā¦ā¦ā¦.
On second thought, everything is terrible and now would be a great time to CRY SOME MORE!ā
My energy levels are about the same way. I can go from feeling super energized, to straight-up exhaustion, and then back to feeling like I canāt sit still. Iām not sure where all of this is coming from. Iām just ready for my brain cells to just stop being at war with each other and make up their mind.
I think people are starting to suspect that somethingās up. Iāve gotten a lot of comments about quiet Iāve been or how tired I looked this past weekāand thatās been stressing me out a bit. For some reason, Iāve always been afraid of opening up and letting people know whatās really going on. I know itās unhealthy to keep bottling everything up all the time, but thatās usually the easier way out, soā¦.
I donāt know, maybe if I get used to typing out my problems itāll get easier to actually talk to people about them. Possibly. Iāll try it out for a bit and see.
Ok. I have these tiny, little easels and canvases and they are. So. Cute. Look at them!
Theyāre so small! Iāve got 2 more easels, but Iām all out of tiny canvases. The good news is that theyāre super cheap, so it shouldnāt be that hard to flood my room with them! >:D
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