I have bi-polar & BPD, this affects my motivation and ability to keep up with commitments, doruing sever swings I can't even get online let alone get myself to draw. Recently douring a major depression swing I've been thinking about no longer taking paid commissions. I've been struggling to get commissions done in a reasonable time (Seriously thank you all for being paitent with me) and I feel extreemly bad about prolonging the order time. so I've kinda made a decision I've come to the conclusion that If I want to do art for people, I want to do it because I have the motivation, not because I'm tied to it, and paid commissions just don't give me that freedom.