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Well the dream becoming reality was nice while it lasted, but I quit my college course. It was just too much for me to handle mentally, I couldn't see myself being able to catch up with the maths by myself and no support was really being offered to me. So what's the point of doing it for a whole year and just falling further and further behind and then failing the course entirely? But, yeah. It's really brought me to a low point, where I don't feel I'm any good. I know it's a feeling that'll pass, that it's just the sting of having to give up on a dream for now. But I'm just scared I won't get out of this funk and depression will take over again. I had been doing so well without medication but lately I just have no energy, I have days where I feel amazing and others where I can hardly pull myself out of bed. Maybe I ought to book an appointment with the doctor, just to be safe. Might be worth asking about medication for my ADD too if I'm going to eventually study Maths, I switch off with that faster than anything else.