Whats your gender identity?

I don't know anymore frankly

I am male, but I think I might be asexual. \(•-•)/ not sure yet

I'm genderfluid in the sense that my connection to gender is very vague often but I know I'm not just one thing all the time. I like wearing fem clothes a LOT because of the easy accessibility to numerous styles but I often don't like the gendered terms attached to that. Not always, but often. I also like wearing masc clothes too but sometimes struggle finding stuff I like and can afford that doesn't make me look like a fratboy. I don't hate my body, but sometimes it doesn't feel like the right one for me. I tend to go by they/them but I don't mind hearing he or she or a neo here and there. I've actually wanted to open up for neos more recently to see if any stick, but they/them has just been so easy and comfortable. I guess I just exist, and the abstractness of it all makes me just feel like I should be a doll with swappable parts. Like that'd be WAY easier /gen.

I've been questioning it, and often when I was younger I used to vocally talk about how I wish I'd been born a boy (which may have just been in part of having an older brother). I don't fully consider myself non-binary or anything, but I don't usually mind whatever pronouns people use for me. I cut my hair very short so I was often called anywhere between 'sir' and 'ma'am' when I worked in a deli. 'she/they' is usually just what I'll list though, as it's just idk. a little easier? I mean being 'he/him'd doesn't bother me either.