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I write, erase, rewrite
Erase again, and then
A poppy blooms.
-โA Poppy Bloomsโ by Katsushika Hokusai
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Kris โ They/Them โ Tired
Andndndn,,, I'm in a creative mood but in like,, a weird way. Like, I must do all the things RIGHT NOW .
And that's not very good because then I get jittery when I don't have a thing to do.
I write, erase, rewrite
Erase again, and then
A poppy blooms.
-โA Poppy Bloomsโ by Katsushika Hokusai
Editedhiding because it doesn't really need to be here
woah wait up this is kinda sad stuff
Are you sure?
I've spent most of my life with people who are VERY physically affectionate but the last 2-3 years the friends I've made are uncomfortable with physical affection and its resulted in me being very touched starved.
Basically, I want to cuddle with people but I can't even make friends who would want that bc of biological warfare outside.
Also, I just really want to kiss the top of a lot of my Pokรฉmon's heads and it makes me sad that I cant.
Idk its a very jumbled up feeling in my chest but I just miss my physically affectionate friends a lot rn.
Im posting in my journal because its the only place I can think of at the moment,,,
God, I find PM policies kinda bothersome but at the same time I did change my whole username in part because I still got random Homestuck PM's that I wasn't equipped to handle properly.
On the other hand I still get random messages but I don't mind it as nearly much because in stead of it being "WH4T 4BOUT K4RK4T >:?" Its more like "Hey I read your about and saw you like Homestuck, whats your favorite character?" ((Which is funny because with my old user you'd assume its Karkat,, Its not))
And like, thats how you start a conversation, thats how you make friends. How do you people with PM policies make friends im so confused???
Like I guess I'll resort to trying to fit my message into a trade if I need to say something?
But like what if you need that message for later because then we ARE friends?
I only have 10 pages of PMs and thats with my old username and my almost 4 years (6 days short) of being on Pokefarm.
What type of PMs are y'all getting that you insist on having a PM policy?
but like also going back to something I said in my last post-
I'm 6 days from being on pokefarm for 4 years.
In six days, it will my my 4th year "anniversary" of creating my pokefarm account.
Adndjdjdndkdmdksk,,,,
JOJOSTUCK AND MLPSTUCK ARE TIED
Mwhaahhaha,,,
GASP
A child!
GASP!
ANOTHER CHILD!
Hi, I'm making this post because today was kinda a milestone in activity.
Edited another accomplishment from today in. Invisible text so the post looks nice.
- I officially went past my previous highest score for Type Race today. Over 1,020 may not seem very impressive but It also has some personal meaning because Dragon was my first Type Race team.
- I made LOADS of interactions today, I think I might have done 50,000 in a day ONCE but on top of my declining activity over the years, me doing almost 40,000 interactions today is pretty darn impressive. Edit: Ending with 50,720 interactions today!!
- I had 1000 ZC in my possession for the first time today!! 200 was immediately spent on an ubercharm and another 200 is reserved for a commission but it was still a considerable achievement!
- Adopted more than 200 eggs today, effectively maxing out my Shelter X pass on a Shazi day.
- Almost 700 noibat eggs in the shelter!
Edited another accomplishment from today in. Invisible text so the post looks nice.
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