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Okay so yesterday was part 1. It was horrible istg My parents put so much pressure on me that I have to spend about 10-30mins on every single question just to make sure I got it correct. I shook and sweated the entire time, and probably messed up so much as a result :sob: We get 3 class periods in homeroom for the test, but I was on question 9 out of 23 when the class was dismissed to fourth period. This is what happens when you have this type of parents in your life I took a total of class periods to complete part 1. I don't think that was my fault since the average person takes 2 hours on a part (about 2 class periods) Today was part 2. Same story but we were allowed calculators on this part since it was mostly geometry. (I hate geometry bc it's the worst thing in math imo) This part was also 23 questions, but took me until there was 15mins left of period 3 so I was so proud of myself but so nervous about my score at the same time The whole point of the rant in a nutshell: I took so long on the state test because my parents have high expectations which caused it to be a painful experience for me mentally which probably cause me to do worse than my ability. I will dread my results.